Sunday, February 05, 2006
standing on my own

i have tried to write music before, and it proved to be one of the most futile experiences ive ever had.
but it was different today. it was simply amazing how the words and music just flowed into a coherent song. as cliche as it sounds, music really does come from emotions, and cant be forced. if not all your songs will end up sounding like franz ferdinand:/
i could write a song today because my emotions were so REAL and very private. private, thus i can safely say that no one else will EVER hear it.
if all the music written out there really do come from true feelings, it makes me wonder how these 'feelings' can be so inpersonably publicized like that. maybe im just the type to sing quietly to myself, instead of shouting/crying it out to the world. thank goodness i have this outlet, if not i might just die.
