Wednesday, October 05, 2005
its not supposed to be this way. its meant to get easier as time passes, but its just getting harder.
internal conflict: your brain tells you to be sensible, but your heart bleeds. i really have to ask myself, what do i want? and would it work any other way?
im afraid.
emotions suck. relationships suck. fuck la everything just sucks.
i feel like im slowly dying inside. i really hate my life now. fuck fuck fuck.
internal conflict: your brain tells you to be sensible, but your heart bleeds. i really have to ask myself, what do i want? and would it work any other way?
im afraid.
emotions suck. relationships suck. fuck la everything just sucks.
i feel like im slowly dying inside. i really hate my life now. fuck fuck fuck.
